bila rindu.

Currently feeling: Rotten
Currently listening to: I Want To Know What Love Is - Tina Arena

Is every girl's handbag as messy as mine ?
I still have a few bus tickets from weeks ago stashed in mine.
There's also an empty tissue packet.
No ?
Didn't think so.

This feeling is awful.
It's like I'm expecting it to be something that it isn't and won't be.
I guess the sister's right. I just miss that comfortable feeling.
But for how long ?
I don't wanna spend my entire life missing it.
I wanna make new memories.
I wanna stop finding faults.
Maybe what you said was right too.
Maybe I'm just not used to your type.
Maybe I'm just not made for your type.
Is there such a thing ?
Who knows ?
This is so disturbing that I couldn't stop myself from crying on the LRT back from Shah Alam this afternoon.
Not to mention, my fucking sucky Radiopharmacy added to the 'pain'.
I feel as if it was a waste of my bloody effort of studying.
Ergh.
Hmm.
So yeah, this is very disturbing.
Sad okay !

I can't go on blaming every thing on 'that time of the month'.
What the heck, damn hormones !

Leg cramps.
Ouch.
This I can blame on my menstruation.

xoxo